September 27, 2020 - Long Trail - Day 7 - Part 1
The Long Trail : Day 7 : Part 1 : 9/27/20 . It was a short mileage day but a good day, one that ran the full gamut of emotions. We were able to wake up slow knowing we had just under two miles to the road and The Inn at The Long Trail. In short order we were at our first “town” stop of the trip and it felt good to view our progress. . We made it to our box, restaurant food awaited, and a place to charge our electronics was readily available. It was all I needed to recharge my mental batteries as well. While waiting on the restaurant to open, we unloaded and repacked our resupply for the next section and called our friends and family. Then I quietly sat in the grass, staring up at the sky and trees with my head resting on my pack. Did I look like a vagrant sitting in the grass at the Inn, totally unwashed? Maybe, probably. But in that very moment I didn’t care, I simply felt relaxed. . Relaxed isn’t the norm for me in town. Usually I feel a little on edge when we arrive at any establishment. Will they welcome hikers? Will they let us recharge our things? Is there a special, out of the way, place they want “us” to be? It feels a little like navigating a new school or new job with each new place. . The rules change at each establishment and you feel a little indebted to these perfect strangers. They hold our packages, let us loiter, and sometimes even offer us rides or food. The only way to attempted and even the scales is to patron their businesses. Sometimes you can and sometimes you can’t, it just depends on the circumstances. . Maybe it’s not about balancing the scales. Because, to be honest, hikers just can’t. The kindnesses we experience are a gift not a barter system. I’m learning to enjoy them as such regardless of how uncomfortable it makes me feel. . You may not agree with my beliefs and that’s fine but I always do my best to be my whole, real self for y’all in this space. And I would be skipping over a huge part of my life if I didn’t talk about how these kindnesses give me a tangible picture of the grace of God. I have done absolutely nothing to deserve the gift of saving grace but God gave it to me anyway. He loved me in my ugliest state and made a way, through his son, Jesus, for me to have abundant eternal life. That is certainly over simplified but I’m thankful thru hiking puts me in vulnerable situations that allow me to see and even feel the weight of God’s kindness, even in the simplest of way.
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